I wrote this peace some months ago, probably 8-9 months ago. Originally it was going to be the first post I ever gave to you all. The first peace of my soul that I shared, but the moment wasn't right. The moment never seemed to be sufficient enought, always too gloomy, or too happy, or too SOMETHING, but never TOO PERFECT.
Except now... for whatever reason, now seems all too perfect. So what the entire fuck am I babbling about? lol well, it's a piece called "for seasons and reasons"... and I invite you to enjoy.
As humans, we tend to fear the loss of long term relationships. The ending seems more traumatic than the present feeling of resentment or the residual pain and sorrow. Some of us are or tend to be "fixers". We think we can fix everything and every situation. We let these relationships sustain existence because it's easier to sweep and swallow these feelings, than to sever the knots that bind our, oh so very one sided relationships.
But I'm here to tell you, everyone arrives in your life "for a reason or a season". The season can stretch decades, or can be as short as a 1 night stand. YOU deserve to end those relationships. YOU deserve to cut those cords, because deep inside, you know the season is over. he reason is yours to make to make your truth.
Don't feel bad or guilty either. That seasonal person doesn't. At the very least, they feel entitled to your time, and presence but in all honesty? Fuck em *Kanye Shrug* You deserve to feel warm, you deserve to feel loved and valued. It stops here. It stops now. Know your worth! Know your value!